Written in late 2008
"You Can't Always Choose" by Ethan M.
Have I ever mentioned that I bleed green
When I see you people with your perfect sheen
And all you can do is simply downplay
While I marvel and wonder what it is I’m missing
Count two, three, four, sometimes more
Glistening smiles that often speak opposite words
Put me amongst you, but not to invade
I just want to get a taste of that life for a day
Your spontaneous photos I stare at for hours
Hurt and angry that I’ll never understand
My envy comes in waves
And the demon inside, makes me cry
And I hate that you can’t love
What you so blatantly have
In a future I imagined a time
When my children wouldn’t have to hide
They’d have what I’ve wanted
And resent me all the same
But they won’t feel the pain that I’ve felt for so many days
They’ll appreciate it all, because when you’re old, the truth becomes clear
To have someone keeps everything real
So get over your coordinated little fights
And know who will stay with you
During the darkest of nights
My jealousy may be a sin
But your ignorance is worse
I’ll love you the same though
Just like them
When the time is right
Because for better or worse
You’re better together
And I’m just on the outside looking in
Sunday, July 5, 2009
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